Another Day, Another Massage

These last couple of days, I have started to feel so much softer and although, I couldn't say for certain why, there is a song, there is a poem, there is a feeling of being held deeply and unconditionally like never before and there are people in my life who truly care about me even when I try my hardest to convince myself that they couldn't possibly, why would they ? However hard I try, they don't go away and they do not punish me for trying to protect myself from their love either .. they just are .. I've never had people like that in my life before ..