The Deepening Meet

For me, this weekend was most excellent and far better than I had expected. I feel like I went to Poulstone in the same low place as I did in October and that a weekend would not be long enough to pull me out. Well, I must've been ready to take it on, because I feel like I stepped into the house and all my shit dropped off. I felt lighter and welcome and loved.

We did some great stuff and obviously a lot of project related discussion went on. It became clearer for me that my project is not about creating the mandalas, although obviously that is the vessel I will use. It is actually about the space, the separation and the inner quiteness I will be nurturing. There are many exciting projects in the group and some great titles !

R introduced to us the Mandala of Being, which for me was a very useful concept. He also agreed to me going on the Living Transformation in March. This feels important too, like it's time for me to do this work and to be dipped more often at Poulstone is a good thing.

I surprised myself at how I was able to let go of all my shit and 'be there' fully for the weekend and all it's gifts.

I look forward immensely to my project and know big time from here on in I will need to hold myself and go gently with love.