Thank Goodness .. I Start To Soften ..

.. there is an hour of beautiful relationship and tender loving care .. holding which means more than I can say .. an email which touches my heart .. angry tai chi, angrier by the minute .. an opening into Shibashi which brings my softness to me and the beginning of forgiveness ..

.. this morning a candle and a CD, which touch the deepest part of me .. the lush sound is so beautiful .. an offering chant beyond words, only my tears can express what I feel when I join with this track .. a keyboard solo in the middle fills my whole being with love ..

and I'm ok ..