It's All In The Mix

.. Marjoram, Cedarwood and Rosemary ..

Feeling ok since the weekend and my dip into normality with P, M and others, tonight I indulge once more in a massage .. my RSI has been retaliating since I carried a PC up four flights of stairs and so today, I request a deep massage again .. I march all the way there with A1 then I lay on the bed and let go .. as L's cool hands pass across my hot back (hot from marching !) I was thinking about how 'the teacher appears when the student is ready' and feel I was meant to get RSI so that I would open myself to the gift that is L's massage.

At the end, I feel more relaxed than I think I ever have. I have maybe 1/4 mile walk home and L tells me to take it easy .. I amble all the way home (with Forever Healing) in the moment, a pick a single mandala from a hydrangea bloom and some blackberries ! I walk very slowly and I completely indulge. I arrive home, I eat and wash up also completely in the moment.

I feel amazing .. again ..