'I Choose Love Here, I Choose Love'

And so after a small amount of soup which makes it all happen again, I call L and she is completely there for me and stands with me in my current struggle .. among other things, she reads to me a passage, from 'Emmanuel's Book II - The Choice for Love' (Pat Rodegast) and a mantra suggested in times of fear ..

'I Choose Love Here
I Choose Love'

I put down the phone and for 15mins or so, I chant this mantra while joining with my little blue agate .. and then, when I stop .. I'm ok .. I don't quite believe it .. I am completely calm and what I was feeling is gone ..