Tai Chi In 2007

My first Tai Chi moment of the new year, it's before 8am and on the way to work, a seagull soars above me, the wind beneath his wings .. my reaction is to decide it can't be my first moment because it isn't enough, it's only the flight of a seagull, I start to look for something else bigger, better, which can be my real first moment of Tai Chi in 2007 !!!!!!!!!!!!!

And then another panic attack almost takes me over .. I reason that I will be ok .. over and over .. what I fear will happen isn't happening and will not happen and I will be ok ..

I go to J and rest in her holding for a while ..